Being overwhelmed with (not by) fibromyalgia is not what I intended to write about this evening.  In fact, I wrote almost an entire other post (Fibromyalgia, Education, and Full-time Employment – part 2) but shelved it for a later date.

This seems to be a trend.  Not just with this blog… but with my life since March.

I begin a project with an idea, I plan it out (an extra-essential step for fibrofolks), and I execute.  I do not, however, persist.  I put things on hold.  I rest up.  Perhaps I start something new.  Finally, I revisit the project or task when my brain regains its capacity for said project.  This routine has an obvious, and potentially ruinous, flaw.

Currently, I am sorting out just how much of this flaw has it’s root in my currently parasitic relationship with fibromyalgia…

What do you think?  Do any of y’all experience a similar routine?